Wednesday, September 29, 2010

THE TESTIMONY OF BAPHOMET FIMBULWINTER (PART TEN)

X. THE END OF THE ROAD

I had a dream I was running. I was chasing someone down a glass staircase. As I made my way down a long corridor, I could see the person in front of me. A woman, in long flowing garments, prismatic rainbows, as if her gowns were made of crystal. Her hair, I remembered her hair the most. Long, full waves of dark hair, as though shadows gathered to frame her face. I think I might have been crying, but she would not stop running away from me. We came to another corridor, though I think it might’ve been a bridge. At the opposite end was a doorway, a large black doorway with sculpted black angels. I hurried. Somehow I knew that if she made it behind that doorway, I wouldn’t be able to follow. I couldn’t run fast enough. She stopped in the doorway as I approached and turned to face me. She had no face I can recall, just white light shining from beneath the black waves of her hair, reflected brighter in her crystalline gown. As I threw myself at her mercy, begging to enter the doorway with her, she pushed me back onto the ground and leaned in, her face breaking through the light, indistinguishable.

“You don’t belong here, not anymore…” she whispered.

***

I awoke to the sound of Ember humming. It was the same melody the Oracle Eos had been singing when I stumbled across her. I sat upright, rubbing my eyes.

“I thought you’d sleep forever.” Ember said.

“Feels like I have been.”

The little girl sat perched on the balls of her heels holding her small hands over a mound of stones overlapping one another in a pyramid formation. I could not read her eyes behind her mask, but I could tell as she bowed her head that she was praying. Her humming lost its rhythm and became focused into one particular tone. She had her rucksack beside her and she reached inside it and brought out a single piece of wood. It was cylinder in shape and inscribed with many small glyphs.

She clasped her fingers around this and began rolling it between her palms. She began to roll the wood harder and faster, and as she did this, the wood began to smolder. Plumes of smoke rose from between her fingers and tiny sparks rained down between her palms, hitting the formation of stones with dozens of small hisses. The wood itself began to glow, a pale orange and then red as hot iron. The burn did not faze her; in fact it spurned her on faster and faster till her hands were nothing more than a smoky blur. She turned to face me, her painted smile glimmering and her eyes taking on a new shade, that of a burning candle, the kindled hue of her namesake. As she looked at me, her face became a silhouette, the mask nothing compared to the light of her eyes and the fire that bloomed in between her hands with a thunderous burst.

“Do not be afraid,” she said her childish tone taking on a more mature composure. “Fire is not an enemy. Not to me.”

She set the burning piece of wood atop the peak of the stones and I watched, mouth agape as the flames rippled out from the wood and spilt down the pyramid of stones, igniting them one by one like torches. The stones absorbed the heat and drank the flames deep into their centers, glowing brighter as the energy radiating from the wood was siphoned away. The indentions of the emblazoned glyphs darkened as the last few embers were drained away, leaving the piece of wood to tumble off the peak and roll onto the ground, intact and unscathed by the flames that had once consumed it.

Little Ember clapped her hands together and dusted soot from her fingers before claiming the piece of engraved wood and tucking it back into her rucksack. She then fished out a small copper pot and stood, crossed to the reflecting pool and gathered water. She then went to the flowering vines and plucked several of the Oneroion blooms then carried them to the mound of stones. She set the pot atop the stones and once it began to boil, tossed in the blooms bringing them to a simmer.

“How did you do that?” I asked quite amazed.

“I asked the fire to help.”

“You speak to fire?”

“No, silly. It speaks to me.”

“How?”

“I’m not sure, really,” she said leaning over the pot to check on its contents, before sitting back on the ground, bringing her knees up to her chin. “I woke up one day and I heard it, in a candle. It told me if I was kind, it would be my friend. It told me I’ve always been able to speak to it, but that I was just too small to know how. For my birthday, my sisters gave me the Spark Wood, wood from the dragon trees that once grew in Luonnatar Forest. As long as it remains engraved with the sacred sigils, it will never burn up and I can use it to focus the fire into other things like the stones here. It’s really very simple.”

“And where are these sisters of yours?” I asked yawning and stretching.

“Home, I would imagine. They aren’t really my sisters. We just call ourselves that.”

A strong aroma sifted up from the copper pot, sweet and euphoric. The fumes caught in my senses and drew me closer. I leaned over to peer into the pot finding that the flowers were congealing in the silver water. The scented vapors roused me from the grogginess of sleep and my eyes shot wide with complete awareness.

“Almost done now.” Ember said, drawing up beside me and peering over my shoulder. A pair of the moths drifted and lingered on the peaks of my shoulders.

“What is it?”

“A remedy, will give you extra nourishment for your journey. And helps chase bad dreams away.”

“You know about my dreams?”

“I heard you crying out. I wanted to wake you, but you needed your rest.”

Ember sniffed the air rising off the copper pot and let out a satisfied sigh. She skipped back to her rucksack and retrieved a small copper mug. She took the pot by its handle, and poured the contents into the mug. She offered it to me and I gathered the mug between my hands, much hotter than I’d expected. She told me to blow across the top of the mug and I did so before pressing the rim to my lips and took a small sip. The liquid ran down my throat thicker than I would have liked, but it appealed to my senses in waves of warmth and as it hit the bottom of my stomach I could feel myself smiling by the spark of vivacity that stirred within me.

“It’s good, yes?”

“Oh yes,” I sighed, taking another swig. “Very much so.”

“Good,” she exclaimed her once emblazoned eyes now a bright green. “Drink up every last drop. Then we can go.”

I did as I was told. I drank every last drop and let her finish off what was left in the pot. She placed the mug and pot back into her sack, before kneeling beside the stones and lifted her mask a pinch to blow out a stream of air across the glowing mound. The glow died slowly, flickering as it ebbed away. After strapping her pack over her shoulders, she began gathering flowers from the vines and tucked them into her basket.

“Does everyone use magic here?” I asked bemused, watching her as she sauntered to each bloom and gave a curtsy before dropping it into the bottom of the basket.

“It’s not magic I’m using. Fire is real. Air is real. Sometimes you just have to listen and you’ll hear them and if you’re nice, then they help out.”

I studied her for a long while amazed by the change in her mask’s features, more pristine, more animated as if a fresh coat of paint had been applied. She still seemed haunted by this shadow of fatigue in her eyes, but her frozen lips would never resist smiling. Were it not for the sad pauper’s dress that barely clung to her, she’d have been as whimsical and elegant as a wood nymph from a fairytale.

“Why do you wear that silly mask?” I asked as we made our way down the steps of the temple. Already the area was more alive than it had been in untold years. The soil was enriched and grass spread out against the surface and the vines were strong and blossoming.

“You should always wear your mask if you find one or else you’ll lose it, and losing a mask in Nous is like losing a key.”

“I’m not sure I understand?”

“Not everything has to be explained, Architect. ‘Seeing does not always mean believing’, Icarus says.”

“I’d like to meet Icarus. Who is he?”

“Icarus Canto? Well, he’s many things. He loves music and is terribly fond of masks. Of course he’s hopelessly prone to getting himself into trouble, so he might be fond of that too.” She giggled.

“Anyone else I should be aware of?”

“There are many, in Pandemonium. They go in, but never come out, not like me and Icarus. Doors aren’t what they used to be here in Nous.”

I stood and stretched, yawning boisterously, laughing at the sound of the echo bouncing through the open air. For all the wear and tear on my body I felt refreshed, the Oneroion having done its work quite thoroughly. I bent over the pool and washed my face in waves of silver, still pristine and sparkling as looking through crystal prisms. I rinsed my hair of the dirt and tangled knots, and I threw back my head letting my hair splash water over my shoulders, soaking my alien skin. I splashed some of the water over the hole in my chest thinking that the wound would heal as others had done so effortlessly, but the gape remained.

I dried off under the heat of the staggered, stationary half-sun which felt surprisingly wonderful against my wet body. Ember moved across from me to the Oneroion on the pillars and plucked a bulb suckling at it like a hard candy. I joined her and together we stared off towards the distant horizon where Noumena Pandemonium pierced through the clouds raking the bowl of the sky which was fixed in a dark orchid gloaming of sunrise and sunset. And though I knew that I had to venture among the maze of those pathways clustered together like thousands of knots, it was the shining egg that glittered at the center of the city that held my gaze.

The Threads…

There would be no end to this nightmare without them.

The distance that separated me from my mark was vast with so many toppled structures barring the paths up and down the hillside of what Little Ember had called Wielder’s Watch. It seemed highly unlikely that I’d find any discernible footing to trek to the peak where the temple stood taunting me.

“We should get going,” Ember announced pulling her mask up slightly to take a big bite out of the end of the flower’s bulb. “It won’t be safe here forever.”

I know I thought to myself.

“Do you still hope to reach the Omphalos?”

“I don’t have a choice.”

“I know a way, through an old waterway that leads to the temple’s underworks, but it is dangerous. The cursed ones are everywhere.”

“Will you be my guide?”

“I have sought the wishes of my Lady, and she has given me permission to assist you as far as you wish to go.”

“Who is this Lady?” I asked her.

“If there is time, I shall take you to her, if it is her wish to meet you, that is, and if He allows her visitors.”

“Priaxura?”

“Yes,” she nodded. “He keeps her imprisoned to her chambers. There she waits day after day, hounded by His many vile burdens.”

“Is there anything I can do for her?”

“She refuses all but her Handmaidens. It is of her own choosing that she suffers. It is the only way she believes she’ll ever be forgiven.”

“Who is she?”

“You really don’t remember anything, do you?” Ember asked me, puzzled and even slightly frustrated.

“I’m afraid much of my memory is a fog,” I shrugged.

“What a shame. A child should never forget his mother.”

The word sank into my brain like a hot knife. “My mother?”

“The Mater Coelestis, high matriarch of the Isles of Selenium, three sister islands adjoined as a crescent moon aloft a once silver sea, the bottom of which was said to be lined with precious jewels that the matriarch herself had wept. As to what she has done, well that is something you would have to ask her yourself.”

“Mr. Cloak told me she betrayed the other Architect.”

“Betrayed,” she asked he voice drawn and taut. “Is that what you believe?”

“I’m not sure what to believe anymore.”

Strange that Cloak would forget to tell me about my own mother. Stranger yet that he would claim she was a traitor.

“You’ll find your way. You are the one.”

“I have to help her. If he has her what other choice is there?”

“First thing first, Architect. You’ll be of little threat to the dark warden without the Threads of the Demiurge.”

“Then take me there. Show me the way.”

One moment she had been this mature, omniscient voice, and the next she was dancing and skipping along the garden steps giving kisses to the starry flowers that bent forward to receive her fake lips.

“Come on, the day is nearly gone, and the Revenants, they love to come out at night.”

“How can you tell?” I asked looking at the sun and moon locked in their menacing hate, glowering down at the two of us.

“I’ve heard the stories of what it was like before.” And at that she began her whimsical saunter down the wobbly staircase. I followed after.

We left the garden behind, neither of us looking back, hoping against hope that should we ever return, the beauty I had made would still be there when we went back. When all else seems broken away, there is always hope. We started down a wide barren street that Ember told me was once one of many marketplaces. She navigated through the city shrewdly, in and around dead ends and unsafe alleyways with wading shadows that frightened her too much to dare.

Still, she was so much braver than me. But this was her playground afterall. I followed her as she strode up a long narrow road to the center of the city where the trails lead up a steep hill towards Wielder’s Watch. We had to be careful as there were so many dodgy areas of loose stone roofs and tipsy pillars gating the passages, our maneuvering had to be braced for just about anything that could come barreling down. The central ramparts of the city were layered in dense clouds of dust that fogged the way slowing our pace significantly as we fought to see through the heavy billows disturbed by late lamenting winds. It felt at times we were wandering aimlessly through static overcasts, unsure of which way we were headed and indeed if we were headed anywhere at all.

We climbed over unsteady ledges and rocky hillsides, making our way around the Watch rather than up it.

“The entrance to the underground is near. It’s a long tunnel, but it should get you into the temple without having to deal with the monsters.”

The city enclosed around us like the rim of a low dipping bowl, while the Watch loomed over us a mountain of bone and marble. I imagined myself back on the side of the Pralaya Mountains staring out towards Illmatar that lay sprawled out like a corpse and wondered what physical area we were now skirting along. I pictured us roaming along the dipping part of the chest just below the shoulders, the Omphalos Temple a shiny heart while troops of the shattered palaces decorate as links in a rusty chain around the city’s throat. Up ahead the elongated head of the citadel hovered on the horizon shrouded in a veil of purple clouds.

We stopped halfway down a narrow pathway with broken staircases on either side of us. Ember began limping and seeing little dabs of blood trailing behind her steps, I stopped our sojourn midway and had her rest herself against a fallen pillar. She wore no sort of protection or bindings on her feet against the sharp, rocky surface. I set her down and took her feet into my hands. They were tiny, dainty things, but the bottoms were riddled with scars and scrapes. I slit my palm and once the blood came to the surface I placed it to her heels, massaging the milky fluid over her wounds. She cooed like a baby while I kneaded the blood into her weary soles. I gathered pieces of yellowed cloth from a shabby robe beneath a pile of clutter and tore it into strips and bound them to the little girl’s feet.

“I’m sorry,” she said as I finished tightening the bindings.

“Why?”

“I’m slowing you down and you’ve important work to do.”

“Not at all, little one. I’m never going to find my way around here without you as my guide.” Her eyes lit up behind her masked face and she leaned forward and threw her arms around my neck, adorning my cheeks with painted kisses. The earnest tenderness with which she offered me brought something out of me. I found myself holding her to my chest without really acknowledging I was doing it. It felt natural somehow and as I buried my face in her wavy hair, I caught the scent of ripened fruit and flowers. It struck me as something familiar, a long lost fragrance I should remember but couldn’t locate in the vault of my mind. When I released her, I felt the urge to reclaim her and continue holding her, but didn’t know why.

I thought of Fawkes and the way he had held me the night he and the others rescued me from White Lips compound. He suffered his own wounds, yet he held me at his side and promised that he’d protect me. It was the same tenderness Cloak had offered to me, and how I had fought against him, reticent to his guardianship. I understood that protection now because I was feeling it towards Ember. I had her climb onto my back and clutched her little arms around my neck so I could carry her. She chimed with sweet laughter as she leapt up my back, resting her chin against the back of my neck. We continued forward. I stepped lightly as to not cause her to slip and at one point drew up my hand to clasp her in place as the way became obscure and unstable.

As we wandered down the shifty path lined with the heads of broken statues, my senses flared and I crouched into a predatory position.

“Is something wrong?”

“Shhhh…” I whispered.

It was very faint, but I recognized it long before it had even deigned to drift on the breeze. The keenness of my senses still alarmed me, my nerve endings so delicate I could feel the disdain in the very soil under my feet, so intimate it was grotesque, like wading through a shallow pool of the dead. The soft fragrance of Ember’s hair wafted through to smother this foul odor, but even as much as I wanted to bask in the ambience of its allure, the venomous intoxicant I’d been exposed to inside the cave, found me.

The Revenants were near.

I had Ember climb off of my back and told her to stay hidden behind a jut of stone while I investigated. The air changed swiftly, a venomous unease infecting the atmosphere and spiraled through the narrow pathway, beckoning me to see what lay at the other end.

“Don’t go,” Ember called out to me.

Ember’s moths paced the air nervously, the silver glow died to a cold gray.

“I’ll not be gone long,” I said turning to face her. “I just want to make sure it’s safe.”

“They’re down there. Please. We can find another way around.”

“Alright,” I relented and gathered her back in my arms and over my shoulders. “Hold on tight.”

I couldn’t speak the entire time we walked back down the street which seemed longer somehow than before. On the wind their crying continued. It was met with shrill replies from either side of the city. They were no longer holed up in their murderous mountain cesspool, but stalking the city streets signaling to one another with their mongrel dog howling.

“Sometimes they cry all night, out of fear and loneliness, often because they remember what it was like before, but they can’t remember how it felt to be truly alive. I find myself crying with them, knowing well what they are probably doing, but I cry secretly so as not to disturb my Lady’s own suffering. How she suffers. Always suffers.” Ember paused, sighing. “I need to return to her before He discovers I am missing. My sisters allow me to leave from time to time to play because I am the youngest, but my place is with her.”

We took a turn down a rocky path of broken ivory and pottery shards. We had been silent for some time when I found myself wanting to hide that manic wailing in conversation.

“What was it like, you know, before?” I asked staring across a wounded section of houses tumbling into one another.

She had me stop and climbed down, and then placing her tiny hand in mine pulled me down to eye level, staring at me squarely, her eyes a startling blue.

“Try to remember the most beautiful memory you’ve ever had.” Ember said her voice once more the mature, assertive tone.

“Not sure I have had too many of those.”

“Your eyes speak otherwise,” she said caressing my face, her fingers entwined in the stray curls falling against my forehead. “I can see it… Beautiful and warm. It haunts you though, troubles you with its faded beauty because though is belongs solely to you, you fear it will never be obtained again. It is lost and all you are left with is the memory of it to taunt your heart, but each time you recall it, it is mistier, duller in its sweet magic.”

“What are you doing to me?” I asked feeling my vision waver in the pools of her eyes, lost to the flow.

“I can smell it…the faint scent of fruit and flowers…auburn and raven hair splashed against one another as though a single strand…part of the same blood…so innocent…Ah…there it is…”

A flash of silver split my vision into a fractured memory: I was sitting in a woman’s lap, a small child resting my head against her shoulder, our hair tangled as one. It was the woman from my dream; my mother.

“Stay out of my head!” I stammered, breaking from her grip, her shimmering blameless gaze.

“That’s what it was like for those of us who are alive and even for those who are…something else. But the further the taint extends, the harder it becomes to keep that memory as brilliant as it once was. I remember white gardens and silver palaces and children! So many children to play with,” she turned her back to me, reflective. “I of course had my responsibilities to my mistress, but there was always time to play and to dream. The Architect and I were very close. We used to play together and read in painted fields he made just for me. But then the darkness came and took him from us all, and beauty died. And dreams withered like the Oneroion you awakened in the ruined garden. But I believe that it will come back to us, the way it was before.” Ember passed her fingers in my hand again, tickling the ends of my fingers with her own. Her eyes seemed to smile making her painted sun dappled lips even brighter. “You remind me so much of him. So alike, and yet so different.”

“Maybe I just need a mask like you have.”

“No. If you are him, you won’t need one. Ever.”

“I wish I could believe, but each day becomes harder and harder.”

“I will believe for the both of us then. I believe that the Architect has returned to us, within you. I know you don’t see it, but that little boy you can’t remember, he’s still in you. You just have to want to find him.”

“Maybe I’m just too lost, too far removed from all of this. The memory of it.”

“Never,” she shook her head vigorously, her voice hot with confidence.

Frustrated and feeling the foul virulence coming on the winds, I snapped at Ember, “This isn’t getting us anywhere, are you going to get me to the temple or not?”

She scoffed as if to frown and turned her nose up snidely. “Fine, let us away from this place before they catch our scent.”

We quickened our pace as we took to a new lane, but something was trailing us. Eyes were on all sides. We both could feel it, and it grew like a giant shadow that grew denser and denser as we traversed the cityscape, having to find new outlets to travel through to get back up the hillside, but everywhere we attempted we were met with obstruction, as though the city itself was realigning the wreckage to block our every step.

The shadow soon hovered over us making itself known through the dense dusty clouds heralded by the squall of beating wings. Ember’s hand slipped into mine as though we were one being, and we darted forward, climbing up a heap of bones. We hid in the shallows of gutted homes still smelling of smoke and ash, but kept getting discovered, the wing beats closer and closer.

Where to hide? Where to run?

Ember saw them first, digging her fingers tense with a leaden fear deep into my arm. “We’ve gone the wrong way!”

I stopped and turned my attention to the direction of her whimper, my heart leaping up into my throat as I now saw what she saw.

“They’re coming!”

I staggered backwards as if struck by a boulder overhead, nearly toppling from shock as I scrounged for my bearings. Coming just over the rim of a tower of broken walls was a flurry of Revenants soldiering their way over the stone slabs. In the air, a second wave was mounted, a dozen or so winged shapes hovering, honing in to take us both out quickly and with as much pain as excruciatingly possible. I could already feel the frenzy of their massive beaks and the cracking of my bones under their human handed talons.

The Revenants funneled the streets at break neck speeds, scurrying together as one unintelligible shape, like black bodies of cockroaches scurrying together in a rampant flock against the dimly lit pavement of a shadowy corridor. They strode fast on a rush of bloody feet, stampeding over one another, reaching out with withered, gnarled fingers in desperate need to fondle our goose-pimpled flesh. Their leper’s agony gave them astounding, horrific propulsion. We made quickly for an escape route, zigzagging up and down passage after passage, struggling to keep from getting cornered, but there were only so many places to run in this graveyard. We moved as one, her hand in mine, our legs a single pair.

“We have to find another way into the temple. The underground is lost to us now.” Ember sobbed, squeezing my hand tighter as the last of the host of those bloody feet trampled the earth. Dust clouds swept up again as the wind regained spiteful momentum to slow us down.

I could feel them without even being in physical contact; a saturated aura that reached out with airy arms to embrace us; to envelope us in their maggot frenzied love. I could feel us slowing down little by little, hindered in the dust, the fatigue, the utter mire of their sticky filth. I kept my eyes towards the temple, so close I could reach out and pinch it between my index finger and thumb, but still so far, my stuttered hands numb with this want to defend myself, to wrench my nervousness away from their stifling haze and face them. I wanted to show them what I was deep inside. For the first time I wanted to be the Architect and show them the power they feared I’d obtain. I wanted to embrace providence. Yet, my bravery wilted prematurely as I turned to see their numbers swarming up a hilly pathway, fleshless limbs, the grotesqueries of their gray anatomies marching straight towards us like a knife with our names on it. We dangled on the spit openly, too many of them to our meager two.

Ember whimpered and I turned my head seeing four of the gray deviants charging to cut us off. One of them lunged for Ember and as she screamed I whirled around and raked my claws against its face. Its thin skin came away under my claws like a slimy membrane. I shoved it into the other three who looked upon their wounded comrade with praise as though it’d just received a blessing. The girl shrieked again as we turned to run the opposite direction. They were climbing over the broken walls, and not far from them, a flock of Scavenger birds were swooping in low, their clacking maws chattering away stupidly.

I hauled Ember into my arms, holding her against my chest. She threw her arms around my neck and clung there. Her flower basket slipped from her small hands, Oneroion blooms tumbling out onto the pavement. More of the Revenants poured onto the streets, cutting us off wherever we had turned. They were blocking off routes now. I had underestimated them. Though they seemed ignorant beasts with only a mind to maim and despair, they still retained the ability to reason, and that was even more terrifying. I used that terror. It motivated me to continue fighting.

They put up obstructions of stone and even formed a wall of their hideous forms, holding their blades out, planted in front of them. At one point they crowded me and I used all my strength to fend them off, slicing the air, punching, ripping, biting, whatever I had to do to ensure I’d not be overcome, but it was useless. The more I thinned into bloodied heaps, the more that followed, passing by like pedestrians on Illmatar’s once bustling streets. Worse, they didn’t die. No matter what I did to stop them, whether coring their eyes from their skulls, snapping their necks, or goring into their chests with my formidable fists; nothing would stop them. They were unyielding and I was losing steam, with a young girl clutching my throat.

“There is no way out of this,” announced the Craft who had remained silent until that moment. “They will bring you closer to the Threads than we can on our own.”

“You want me to hand myself over to those things? No way. You’re crazy.”

“It is the only feasible answer. You cannot keep running from them, and you lack the power to defend yourself against their numbers. Do not be afraid, boy. I am with you.”

“But the girl?”

“She is of no consequence.”

I did not even dignify its statement with a response. The Craft thinks as an animal thinks, self above others, but I couldn’t let Ember be taken. I wouldn’t allow her to be subjected to whatever it was those monsters wanted to do to me.

Ember grazed her nails against my arm and shrieked, “They’re nearly here!”

The sudden sting of her nails ripped me from my commune with the Craft and I froze, helpless, feeling the girl’s arms wrap around my waist for a protection I couldn’t offer. The Scavengers descended from the sky and perched their screeching forms along a crippled staircase, a starving barrier of screeching beaks. They peered down at us, the carrion birds waiting patiently for the feast, to gather and gobble up what is left over from the Revenants’ carnage. The Revenants appeared from the front and behind, slowing their quick clumsy pace, and crept to encircle us hissing through their furnace mouths:

“FLESH TO BREAK
FLESH TO BEND
HAIL SIMU’LA RE!
THE BLESSED END”

Sensing the end to come, I withdrew Breeze from its sheath, the blade singing as it met the air and then I crouched onto my hind legs reared to pounce and bared my teeth and claws, ready to go down fighting. Ember wriggled down and pressed her back to mine. She pulled the spaded staff from over her shoulder and twirled it in her hand threateningly. I watched as she bowed her head in meditation and the curved blade began to glow, radiating hotly. The moths gathered close to their young mistress, the brilliant diadems of an airy tiara. The fire, her friend, had answered once more.

We both realized there was no other option except to fight and to protect ourselves. I admired her bravery and vowed to protect this curious little masked child as long as I could before the infernal creatures would tear us apart. And as the Revenants drew nearer still, Ember hooked her weaponless arm under and over mine ready at my word.

And then an unearthly sound filled the air around us. The Revenants heard it too and halted their advance. Strange music was coming from every corner of the Broken City, vibrating through the ground beneath our feet, resonating in the chambers between our ears; a deafening melody that stripped away everything befouled and wrong about our situation and sent me and Ember to our knees. The wind shifted and as I looked up to see what direction the wind was headed, a bolt of green lightning shot down from the sky and thrust into the earth between us and the Revenants shoving Ember and myself onto our backs.

The electric charge surged and the wind gathered around the point of impact faster and faster, a tempest spiraling up from the dirt and spread building a wall between us and them. The funnel rippled with threads of green energy, the melody of the strange music building to an impressive crescendo. I could just barely see through to the other side of the wind wall, watching as the Revenants and the Scavenger birds caught in the tailspin of the whirlwind began to shudder and shake frenetically, their bodies lifted several inches on the ground. The melody then lost its enchantment and grew tremulous and deafening. Ember crawled towards me and motioned for me to cover my ears. I did so keeping my eyes fixed on the Revenants.

Nothing could have prepared me for what followed. As the music grew to a horrifying drone of wind, lightning and song, the Revenants began emitting searing screams of pain, pain they did not relish, their effluence slick eyes widening and bleeding thick tears of blood down their cheeks, running over their open mouths. More shouts of anguish quaked through their emaciated forms, their faces bloating awkwardly, eyes bulging and tongues lolling out gasping for air though they were enveloped by whirls of it. Something larger, indiscernible began to blossom in the middle of the tempest, it loomed there radiating within the nexus of the green electricity. The energy emanated by this looming figure sprang out from the center of the storm and shot into each of the Revenants and Scavengers that wavered in the forefront. The others that amassed behind these stood mesmerized by the tones, beguiled and wavering listless.

The force sent them higher into the air, above the wall of wind and I watched mesmerized as the gray sacks of flesh trembled and rolled their red-rimmed eyes into the back of their skulls so that the whites shone and ruptured all at once with a single, grisly pop. Their skin bubbled and burst like blossoming seedlings and thick, viscous blood spewed forth like hot tar, steaming as it hit the ground. The pitch of the tones grew to a riotous siren and one by one their gaunt, eerily human faces imploded into their skulls, flesh and bone collapsing inwards, raining blood. The squall released them and their bodies toppled to the surface in ghastly heaps of misshapen limbs and faceless forms.

The gales died down and the energy surged one last time before it finally fizzled out, leaving in its wake a tall and lithe figure emerging and stepping out of the whirlwind and stood before us. Ember looked up first, a stunned gasp passing from her lips as she saw something more interesting than the Revenant bodies toppling down in an unseemly succession one by one into a ghoulish heap.

“Voila!” A bold and illustrious voice called down to us. “And I do mean VOILA! It’s so rare these days anyone says that, especially at these truly rare and wonderful moments when you can absolutely make a crowd lose their heads.”

I turned to its direction to see it there one moment and then gone the next, moving so fast my head should have spun off my shoulders like a loose spindle.

The figure moved on legs of lightning, and the blur of his leggings were just as blue. A swift blur of a well articulated somersault and a fine flourish later and he was standing – no strutting - atop a tilting balustrade, his pose all at once disarming. He looked unlike anything I had ever seen and though he covered his face with a brilliant mask of lavender and orange with peacock feather swathed around the cheeks like a lions beard, I could tell that he wasn’t merely our savior, he was a gentleman. He certainly fared better than Little Ember in his sleek cobalt blue pants strapped at mid-thigh with small belted clasps which secured what appeared to be pronged weapons of various shape and size.

The pants were tight along his slender legs, but loosened with a dramatic flair around the ankles, swooping over soft black shoes. His shirt, opened gallantly at the throat, was neat and clean, a bright moonlight white with a boisterous flamboyancy in at the shoulders and down the sleeves and the cuffs which were cut at sharp points, so that his blue velvet gloved hands weren’t simply emerging from the sleeves, they were growing like the pistils of a well dressed flower. Over this he wore a red leather vest that fit his upper torso snug and handsomely.

In his left hand he twirled a weapon of sorts like a seasoned gunslinger, while his right remained bent akimbo at his waist.

“Another fine mess you’ve gotten yourself into, Little Ember. Your sisters will be most displeased. Tsk. Tsk.” He said with a voice full of song.

“I didn’t mean to! Honest!” Ember squealed, her mask shuddering. “We went the wrong way.”

“My dear, the most exciting paths usually are. But I have come and I have saved you.”

“And just who are you?” I asked uneasy, the immobile Revenants that remained standing, transfixed, still deadly close.

“Aha! How right of you for asking. A bright day for you indeed, my friend. I am the dashing hero to those who have none. A gentleman to the crass who bring the masses to mass with my genteel repartee and gregarious flair for unconventional dramatics. And most importantly, I bring the explosive musical compositions to the well…explodible,” he said brandishing his weapon like a magician’s wand. “I am Icarus Canto, rebel, purveyor of songs, and troubadour of the troubled, humbly at your service,” our rescuer announced exuberantly ceasing his skilled twirling of his strange weapon and offering us a courteous bow. He lifted his masked face towards me and I could see behind to a beautiful pair of iridescent eyes one blue as a tiger’s, the second ruby red.

Icarus Canto dropped down from the broken banister elegantly on the tips of his feet, dusting off his knees.

“That weapon…How did you do that?”

“This,” Icarus said holding up his odd weapon. “This is my tuning fork; a wonderfully dangerous little device, turning innocent melodies into fierce canticles of death. Of course sometimes it just puts the listener in a lull, like those poor souls.” He said motioning towards the Revenants who remained enthralled and utterly spellbound.

The tuning fork had a sort of springing apparatus allowing the two sides to flip wide when triggered. One end was an imposing blade, thin and slender with an edge that intoned when he flourished and cut the air. The opposite end was fashioned with one of the slender pronged weapons that were tucked at his waist. He held it between his index finger and thumb, and fixed at its center a curvature that acted as a triggering mechanism allowed him to show off his flashy trickery with great showmanship. Staving off the theatrics for the time being, he folded the dual-jointed weapon and tucked it into a holster on the back of his right leg, securing it loosely in case he would require it again soon.

“So, my little firefly, who’s your oddly dressed – or lack thereof - friend?” questioned Icarus, sauntering down from his perch, passing unharmed through a pair of Revenants who gazed at him hypnotized.

“He’s the one, Icarus. The one!” exclaimed Ember, blowing out her dagger like she was blowing out a candle, before bolting over to embrace her fellow masked companion.

“You don’t say,” said Icarus, a mellow disbelief in his tone. “I had imagined the one to be much taller. Least that is how he is depicted in fables. Quite tall, and svelte. One’s are always svelte.”

“We don’t have time for this.” I announced impatiently trying to find some sanity in all of this.

“Patience, patience. We have a little while yet,” he said patting his holster.”

“We are wasting time.” The Craft grumbled.

“I know, but there has to be another way in. If they take us-“

“We have a better chance of surviving as one than as three. Canto has bought us time, use it to send them away.”

The Craft was right, always right, but I was scared. I didn’t want to go with those creatures. I had seen what they did to their own. Why would I want to end up like that, just mutilated fodder on the ground?

Icarus and Ember gawked at me, both equally interested in why I was talking to myself. “Are you sure he’s the one?” doubted Icarus, studying me curiously.

“Of course he is. He makes flowers grow from dust.” Ember cried out, pulling an Oneroion flower from her dress and placing it in Icarus’ gloved hand.

He examined the flower thoughtfully and then reaching up to the back of his head, unclasped his mask, and pulled it away to savor the flower the same way Ember had when she first beheld its beauty. Beneath the mask was a face I hadn’t expected. I had expected someone dashing, but scarred. Someone older. Yet, this was neither.

This face was young, smooth as ivory, and sculpted by a master artisan– the features sharp, but soft, pliable. A mane of silver hair spilled down across his face shorn in decadent layers and angles. It suited him and his fantastic sensibilities. The two mismatched eyes shone even brighter in the half light, so bright it was as though he didn’t have eyes at all but jewels placed delicately in the sockets. He wasn’t merely a debonair, fashionable rescuer, his eyes spoke of something else, of pride that had been hardened and quarreled for. Ember had said he was a rebel, and his were a rebel’s eyes. Before I could savor the beauty of his face, he had already popped a petal of the flower into his mouth, and readjusted his mask, hidden away behind a façade of lavender and feathers.

“Extraordinary!” Icarus exclaimed, invigorated by the taste.

“I told you. He is the Architect.”

“He doesn’t look so sure, Emi. Destiny isn’t for everyone you know.”

Ember looked at both of us. Behind her mask she must have been a world of confusion. The weight of that title gave me away.

“Who I am, what I am, I don’t know. But what I do know is that you two have to get out of here.”

“What? Why?” the girl quaked.

“Listen,” I said, kneeling down to her level. “I have to go with them. You got me this far. I have to find The Threads, right?” She nodded. “So, I have to go and do what I have been charged to do. You’ve been a great navigator, but this is something I must do alone.”

“Icarus is here, he can help you. He’s so very crafty.”

Icarus nodded. “Every task requires the perfect tool.”

“I am sure he’d be very useful, but I need him to look after you, right Icarus?” I said looking up to the masked vigilante, pleading with my eyes for him to take her away.

“Um…right Mr. Architect, sir,” he said saluting me, understanding. “Come on Em….Your Lady must be wondering where you are anyways.”

Ember did not want to go. She embraced me hard. Behind me, I could feel the air changing. The Revenants were starting to regain their wills. In the distance I heard a monstrous roar. Icarus’ face darkened. I looked up sniffing the air, a scent I could not place overpowering and intending harm.

“I don’t mean to be rude,” Icarus said pulling down his mask over his handsome face. “But time is against us.”

“You have to go now, Ember.” I told the girl, heart in my throat.

She looked up at me with such hurt in the pools of her watery blue eyes. “Have I done something wrong? I can be better, I can find the way.” I thought her mask might break from a levee of her tears.

“No, you’ve done nothing wrong. I have to go with them. There is no other way.”

“But she’ll…she’ll only hurt you…Don’t abandon me. Don’t punish me by leaving me alone.” I saw the pain in her eyes and I was overcome by such grief, such rage at my slobbering captors standing by watching us.

“I’ll come back for you,” I said kneeling down in front of her. “Once I have the Threads, I’ll make you flowers, painted fields full of all kinds, all shapes, and you’ll never have to be afraid again. I promise.”

She pushed against me, her eyes staring profoundly into my own, speaking with her commanding all-knowing voice, “Find the light, Architect. Find the light no matter how deep their lies take you. Be the one we need. Open the way to the Citadel and claim your truth. Aletheia Es Demurgios! Truth is creation.”

She leaned in and kissed the sides of my cheeks, the varying shades of her eyes turning a luxuriant viridian. I stood up bewitched by her words, gazing back to the enclave of Revenants spying on us, their chalky eyes drooling waste down into the corners of their clattering mouths.

Icarus clutched the girl by the hand leaping cat-like above me on top of his former perch. He looked down at me, the girl clinging to his waist nodding with a silent understanding and then with a soft whimper from Ember, her myriad eyes like prisms as they teared over, they were gone.

I was alone with the Revenants stirring from their stupor; even the faceless ones began to flutter with life. Nothing stays dead here.

“Well,” I hollered to the sacks of moldy flesh. “What are you waiting for? Take me to her so I can end this!”

They shuffled along the street advancing towards me just glared at me with their opaque eyes, drooling mouths agape like crooked smiles.

Cloak, I thought to myself. Please, return to me.

They swarmed and exclaimed incensed with jubilation, their gray limbs moving across the ground like spider legs sweeping in to enfold me in their cold, clammy embrace, and claiming their prize.

A second powerful roar broke the silence and the Revenants split down the middle into two walls of rotted flesh. Up the path I could see the one who had roared and this creature was nothing like the rest of them.

A tall, beastly figure, whose face was an amalgam of wolf and bear, walked down the cragged pathway towards me. The wild mane of a lion framed such a face, icy blue and windswept with two beaded braids cutting just below its wolfish ears. Its humanoid body was large, muscled and broad like a bull and covered in dirty white-blue fur. The creature had the feet and hands of a man, only slightly larger and clawed, made more fearsome by a pair of black and silver vambraces that came up above thick, burly forearms, each bearing a single slender scythe protruding from the underside of the armament and sweeping back like an extended, deadly elbow.

An entire suit of this black and silver metal armored the creature’s body, conformed sleek and smooth like a second skin. Inscriptions of runes etched across the metal trappings, though I could not translate their meanings. Still their message could be inferred. This was a creature that thrived on the scent of blood and was bred for war. The cuirass slashed across the beastman’s brawny snowy chest, covering the left side and shoulder with an pauldron molded into the likeness of a winged beast is midflight, while the right remained exposed, allowing it to wield a fierce and mighty sledgehammer with ease. It wore leggings made from the stark, runic metal and over this a bloodstained girdle adorned with a cryptic mosaic of precious stones and glass, tied at the waist by a series of crisscrossing leather straps.

Despite its imposing stature, it moved adroit and self-possessed through the crowd of Revenants, but in its cobalt, hunter eyes, it had but one train of thought, the kill. I backed away, but it would do no good. Its shadow was upon me. I took a deep breath as it hefted its mighty hammer and held it against its bare shoulder and approached me, the high tower of its face staring me down.

“I am Rhada Khar, son of the tribe of Ekaj Khar, descendant of the Rhyla’Khar,” the beastman spoke deep from his barrel chest, eloquent, but stern. He stood upright like a well-oiled soldier, head high in prominence. Once his feet were planted firmly on the ground he bowed before me with honor. His respect and formality was disturbing, considering those who stood gathered around him, naked and rotting before our eyes.

Cloak had spoken of the Rhyla’Khar and their evolved descendents, the Rhylians, in high regard, but here I was standing in front of one, desperate for my guardian’s knowledge and protection. He had said the Rhyla’Khar were made in the image of the Craft and this was true, for it had a vaguely humanistic quality to it the same as the Craft and bore similar features that made me shudder at the memory of its wolfish form assailing me in the Fringe, only this beast was superior, more noble and fearsome than the weakened Craft had been, even if it had been forged from the hearts of gods, and though it sent shocks of terror through me, I found the Rhylian quite beautiful. I looked down to my hands, my feet, recalling the bestial features of my face. Was I becoming like this beastman? With all the changes I felt myself going through, what would be the final metamorphosis? In obtaining power, are we then thereby transformed?

“Are you here to take me to her then?” I said, feigning my own dignified poise, but in truth was terrified.

Fear is illusion, the Craft had said.

Yes, it is an illusion, but it is oh so convincing.

Rhada Khar nodded, “My Lady, the Lamia Thanatas requests your audience, Land-Walker. You are high in her favor.”

“And why am I regarded so?” I tested.

“I am unworthy of such knowledge, but you will know. She will reveal herself to you and only you, Land-Walker.”

I narrowed my eyes, “Why do you call me that? It is not my name.”

“Rhyla’Khar and Rhylians journey the land, not as wayward traveler, but as keepers, protectors of the land, but you merely walk the land. You scrounge, toil to find your destination, but we know ours. We are already here, destiny is all around us.”

“I was told the Rhylians were noble, made in the image of the Craft, and yet you align yourself with these fiends? You are a shameful creature.”

Rhada Khar did not lose his composure, unfazed by my insult.

“I do as my Mistress commands. What do you know of the sons of Ekaj Khar? You are not warrior. You may hold the weapon of a warrior, but you hold no allegiance. No honor. You do not know what you fight for.”

“I’ll fight you if I have to.”

“Brave words, Land-Walker, but you do more harm to yourself with that fine blade than you would to me.”

Challenged I plunged the blade towards the Rhylian’s armored chest. The beast man knocked me aside effortlessly never once drawing extending his mighty hammer. I battered against him to no avail, each ambitious attempt blocked by the iron-clad defenses of one far more skilled than my ill-tempered fury.

“This is the spirit of one who would command an entire world,” he asked knocking Breeze from my hand and sending me to my knees. A quick lash of his strong legs shoved me on my back, pushing the breath from my chest. “I am unimpressed. The lineage is surely watered down.”

“I’ve made it this far,” I heaved, stretching my arm for Breeze lying just within reach. “I may surprise you.”

I rolled the hilt of the blade into my hand and whirled around to catch the Rhylian off guard, but again I met only air. The warrior kicked the sword from my hand and slammed his lion pawed feet into my forearm snapping the bone. I screamed, defeated, and looked to my wound, the bone protruding through the tendons dripping with dark red blood.

“Apparently,” Rhada Khar said raising an eyebrow. “Today is not that day.”

The Rhylian reached behind his back and retrieved a pair of iron shackles. He bound my arms roughly, causing me to cry out in agony when he throttled me to my feet. Rhada Khar turned towards the temple on the high mound of earth and ruins and then faced me once more his countenance darkening.

“Are you afraid, Land-Walker?”

I winced, biting my lip, blinded by the torn ligaments of my arm.

“I believe I am,” I said, flustered and losing consciousness as white shocks of pain shot up my arm.

Rhada Khar’s eyes glittered with triumph and a cruel smile curled at the corners of his mouth.

“My Lady will be most pleased to hear that.”

Tuesday, September 28, 2010

THE TESTIMONY OF BAPHOMET FIMBULWINTER (PART NINE)

IX. LITTLE EMBER:

I ran with the speed and deft elegance of a wolf, carving a path down the mountain and leapt to the surface below, the tails of my coat flapping madly in the wind. I could feel the Revenants close behind, strays which survived Cloak’s attack, but he had bought me time to make my escape. I refused to weep for the living shadow. I mourned him, guilty for not cherishing his protection when I had it. Where had he gone? How did he come to such a fragile state? And now I was in this desolate place, with only the Craft to keep me company, only it snarled and grated against me, infuriated at my indignant behavior in the cavern. Why was I so easily swayed by the rich scent of blood and the carnal flavors of death?

I charged hard against the earth, not as a man on two legs, but on all fours, the only sound around me was of the wind and the heavy pelts of my footfalls drumming the scarred earth beneath me. The bestial alterations in my body allowed me to traverse the oppressive terrain with great ease, my lean limbs agile, fluid; muscles strong and pumping hard with newfound vitality. The endorphins flowed and the adrenaline that fueled me boiled giving me brief moments where I felt I wasn’t merely racing against the light of the distorted sun and moon, I was soaring above it.

It was exciting the feeling of power, of control, even if I couldn’t fully command it. I was in touch with a central part of myself and though I ran in some small fraction out of fear, the remaining half ran because the beast in me wanted to feel the wind whipping through my hair and the ground beaten under my feet.

As I neared the land bridge that would carry me over to the outskirts of the Broken City, I gave pause and looked back over my shoulder. The sallow fiends continued their languished march down the mountain. They would catch up to me eventually, but for now I was ahead of them. To either side of me the barren land, that was once deep ocean floor, fell away into a black abyss. I peered over the sides, the long way down inciting an instance of vertigo. I brought my gaze away and gathering momentum, fired off again over the bridge to the other side.

The charred landscape spread out before me seemingly endless with devastation. Hills of ashen cinders rose and fell, blackened shapes marking the land like unmarked graves. The contours of the ground were freckled with rocky protrusions and all around me were remnants of the past: scorched bones here and there, rusting weapons jutting out from the dirt, and clumps of Scavenger dung steaming or decaying. Fields of the dismantled Rhyla’Khar battle constructs lay in entangled heaps of metal and giant bones, the wind, thick with soot, rousing dusty motes of forsaken spirits to scatter on the breeze ever at unrest.

Upon reaching an ornate embankment with beautiful carved faces (whose mouths once spewed the waters of the shining sea and held her tides at bay), my eyes rose up the high crumbling walls of the Broken City of Illmatar. They towered before me, white marble laden in silver that remained proud even in their tarnished state, refusing to diminish. Within, the tragic beauty flourished, the Broken City on the brink of collapse, robbed of all dignity and aching for some forsaken sigh of mercy. I navigated through the labyrinthine remains eyes tearing from the decay that now enveloped this once shining city surrounded by a silver sea. The despair continued on and on endlessly winding me through dizzying narrow alleyways and crippled boulevards.

Grim pantomimes of sun-blasted shadows played out against the walls of shattered edifices, grueling reminders of those who had once lived there, now forever trooped together to haunt the city they had so adored. The streets were cluttered with trash and sun-baked corpses thronged together in bony embraces as if still trying to seek shelter with one another. Others lay stacked along shabby tombs of toppled roofs and shrines reclining across scruffy plazas and wrecked avenues layered in coats of gore and Scavenger filth. If rape could be expressed on canvas to depict the carnage I witnessed, it would have to be made of flesh and viscera to truly capture the extent of Priaxura’s reckoning.

The air brought uneasiness to the area, like a hunter stalking me casting a gloomy net over the walls to ensnare me as though I were but a woodland creature bounding through a forest. Fatigued, my sharpness of foot began to lose its edge, the sudden assault of furious winds kicking up dust and weathered artifacts of bone and bits of pottery across my path like a ransacked tomb. I cut across a shaky mound of chipped alabaster pillars and over a cracked section of wall that surrounded the resting place of what must have been a verdant and flourishing garden.

A lavish temple stood at the center of the garden’s ruins. The temple was pyramidal in shape, only it lacked a peak, instead flattening out into a space enclosed by inscribed columns with stone-latticed archways. The base was a square with six tiers of ascending, with a terrace at each of the tiers. Each of these terraces had alcoves whose portals contained the remains of statues sculpted in the image of the Theurgians, stony Cloak-ed figures holding six distinct items.

The bottom tier housed headless statues upon double-edged swords set deep into the ground. The next level revealed those that bore massive shields. The third tier had the gauntly shrouded figures raising great orbs over their heads, the next holding out scales that beheld the sun and moon. The fifth tier cradled bodies of the slain, and the last and highest terrace contained those that had their arms outstretched towards the sky, but their token had been broken away.

A grand, but damaged staircase ascended precariously in the middle of the temple, leading up to the pyramids severed peak. Dried blood and ashes marred the pristine marble. Along the sides of the staircase were giant screws that conducted the water from an underground river filtered in through a set of vaults on either side of the pyramid’s main foundation and pooled into slender ponds, containing waters long stagnant and reeking with the stink of untold centuries.

Despite the dangerous blow to the hobbled staircase and the disfigured statues, the temple seemed relatively untouched. The walls enfolding the garden were etched with all manner of glyphs, deep set reliefs of such impressive sculpt they appeared as if they were alive, only sleeping. The carvings were of the Theurgians in various positions of prayer and worship, as well as the people of Nous being taught under guidance.

The most elaborate of these were engraved on the longest of the walls, chipped and charred from fire, but still intact with a large mosaic depicting the high towers of Noumena Pandemonium and the full stone impressions of the city below her mighty gaze. There was something undiminished about its tragic beauty, a secret oath that the history of the city may be tarnished, but it is not dead. There is life and it has memories and it is waiting to be redeemed.

Remember us, those walls - the entire city itself seemed to cry out. Remember us. Restore us.

I closed my eyes as I tried to remember, tried to recall some dormant memory of this place I know I should recognize. Was I born in this pillaged city? Did I walk those ruined streets, chasing dreams up the steps of that temple? The strain brought tears to my eyes. Why couldn’t I remember who I was and where I came from?

I pictured the garden as it might have been, taking its fractured, barren image and piecing it back together. I imagined a plethora of flowers of every conceivable and inconceivable shape and size, decadent and thriving, holding court like earthen aristocrats. And the palette of those fantastic flowers would always change so that each time one visited my gardens, they would feel as though they’ve walked into a dream; always changing and always beautiful.

I envisioned thick thatches of flowering vines spilling densely over the cracked walls, and even along the ascending tiers spilling over the sides of the terraces, floral tapestries, lush and opulent in color and bloom. I envisioned the waters of the river running through the city, siphoning through the large screws and keeping the gardens abundant and rich with the tallest trees ornamented with leaves as bright and resplendent as any treasure. Yet, where my mind wanted to venture and where my feet met the ground were two very distinct places and when I opened my eyes the picture I’d painted shattered once again. This was not a place of unrivaled beauty; it was a paradise for the damned.

After a few moments of hesitation, scanning the perimeter, fearful that at any moment one of the Revenants would leap out from its cragged hiding place, I made my way towards the limping staircase. I did not trust my balance up the blackened steps, but I chanced the ascent carefully, the steps blasted away in sections, cracked in dozens of rocky grimaces. With each passing level, the closer the blistered sky came, the glaze of the constricted sun drenching the garden in an amber tone, like jewels of honey.

At the highest point of the temple was a weathered reflecting pool, encircled by benches made from split slabs of stone. The pool itself was a series of concentric circles that funneled into hidden subterranean depths, that for all I could know was the likely home to tentacle and clawed horrors waiting to be awakened beneath the sluggish waters.

The water was caked with layers of slime and algae, and accented with dead rats suspended on their backs like swimmers doing backstrokes. I sunk down beside the burnt steps of the pool, once white with flecks of gold inlay. I could see the flecks peeking through the skillet black like a grounded sea of stars, so beautiful that the stone didn’t seem constructed, but embroidered. On the side of the pool written in large bold letters were the words,



“THOUGH THE DARK IS DEEP I WILL PURIFY WITH WHITE LIGHT”



-carved into the stone.

I should have kept running, the Revenants were not far behind me, yet the discomfort in the air had greatly diminished. I relaxed and contemplated the situation, exhausted, scanning the brutalized remains of the gardens for any surviving weeds to drain the health from. All that appeared nourished in the black earth were wiry vines growing up the broken entrance to the pool, interlacing the archway with thick pointy nettles.

“The disease spills into all growing things. Nature is suspended, but you can stifle the rot with but a few drops of our blood.” The Craft said, uncoiling itself down below.

“Haven’t I shed enough for one lifetime?” I asked a note of sarcasm in my tone.

“You’re exhausted. The healing qualities of our union may sustain your body, but we hunger as any creature. You must regain some strength to endure the path to the Threads.” I listened to my parasitic companion’s words, and understood.

I searched around for some form of edged weapon, anything sharp to make a cut to bleed myself, and then I remembered my own hands, still malformed by the black blood - a pair of gruesome claws certain to rake the life away from man or animal with the greatest of ease. With my right claw I dragged its glassy tip across my palm making a small incision. I winced out of anticipation. There was no actual pain. The Craft inside cooed like a playful baby. To my surprise, when the blood came to the surface, the color of it was no longer red, but brilliant as diamonds spilling out of my palm. It was thick and creamy and moved across my shiny black skin like clouds against a clear black night.

“What is this?” I asked aloud, shocked by the alien texture.

“Through you course the lifeblood of this world. Though you may not realize it, you are connected to this land. Your link to the Citadel is growing stronger.”

“And then?”

“You will bleed holy fire, and scald wonder and retribution where it need be shed. For now it is not so potent, though it will ever remain the milk of the earth. The blood of the Architect is known as the Aegis of Henoi, the blood of god, and when the city thrived it was the essence of the people’s rivers and wells, a part of the very sea! It is believed that your blood bears restorative qualities when ingested, and quite possibly is able to return the souls of the dead. Such resurrections are unknown to me, but I have witnessed the arousal of nature. Now before the blood rejoins with our flesh, place your hand to the vines there and stand amazed.”

Milk of the earth…Bleeding fire…

I did as I was told and placed the milky wound against the thick rope-like vines molded by the heat of the desert sun. At first nothing out of the ordinary happened. The blood ran down the slopes of the vines like a snail trail of slime, but there was no spark of life. It wasn’t until I began to withdraw my hand that I felt an odd sensation radiating through the ends of my fingers and up the veins of my wrist. An uncomfortable suctioning followed, as though the vines had opened tiny mouths suckling at the floodgate of my palm.

The vines reacted, resurrecting from the longest winter, the plant skin softening, and the hardened residue of decay molting away into ashy chips revealing a new shiny tissue sleek as the bodies of eels, and glistening with a rich green as if all the colors of a lush forest were now contained within every vibrant fiber.

“See! See! Such wonder!” The Craft squealed, its voice reaching a high chime of astonishment.

The rejuvenated tendrils shivered, stretching, constricting, awakening from the longest winter, now free to the spring running out of my veins. Thorny nettles stood on end like the fine hairs of some many-limbed insect as the stems twined around the archway, tightening like masses of honey-suckle and bougainvillea with a stronger, more supportive bond about the columns. As they climbed the stone, weaving into the arches, the tissues began to bubble and from tiny ruptures sprouted bursts of alien flowers, gorgeous bouquets of red and gold, the petals shaking themselves awake, flourished and decadent as a peacock plumes.

The flowers were a unique hybrid of rose and orchid cut into plump, fleshy stars. Against the gray, tawdry landscape, they returned life to an otherwise defunct graveyard, showing mercy to the derelict tomb. Soon the entryway was thriving with the renewed flora, the vines wreathing the pillars in a comforting embrace concealing the shabby brokenness in soft petal kisses.

“Now, release yourself.” The Craft ordered, giddy still.

My hand came away unrestrained. I stood back watching this new magic finish its spell, my wound healed, and the blood absorbed into the stems nourished and content.

“Now what?” I asked the Craft.

“Feast upon the blooms.” It said, and I walked to the strange flowers and caressed their fleshy centers. “These flowers are Oneroion, used in many of the great Theurgian healer Phantasomion’s remedies. It also provides the taker the kindest of dreams to assist in the process. Infused with our vitality, we shall grow stronger, at least for a time. It is the oldest law of alchemy, the exchanging of life to create it. Phantasomion’s legacy shall continue in a new and vastly superior form to those who may come to inherit it. I urge you take only what you require so the rest may flourish and aid in the renewal of this once beautiful place.”

The Oneroion beckoned to me, rich temptation like the bloody fruit on the skeletal trees in the Fringe. But these were lavish in their invitation, beckoning me to taste of their fragrant petals, and so with a drooling mouth and trembling wanting hands, I reached out and plucked three of the dense blossoms, each the size and weight of an apple. As I brought the flower to my lips, the petals fluttered under the urgency of my breath. I braced myself for the first bite, savoring the sultry fragrance of the bloom. My teeth however were not so hesitant. They crawled from my gums and drove deep into the flower. I took a healthy bite, ripping a chunk and gulped it down, succumbing to my hunger.

The flower came apart in sections like an orange and I savored the sweet, syrupy juices gushing from the fleshy buds, running rivulets down my chin and throat. I could feel the energy in the petals and the bulbs passing through me, particularly at the pistil which I ravaged with a satisfied snarl, relishing the harsh snapping crunch followed by ravenous gulps. I feasted on the second with the same zealous thirst, the Craft below purring like a sleeping jungle cat resting with its belly full of prey. I turned my hunger on the third and last when a rustling sound came up from behind me.

I whipped around, senses alert and feral, hording my flowering bounty to my chest, a threatened scavenger.

“Who’s there?” I grumbled; mouth full of the potent flower.

No answer. Within, the Craft felt as aware as I, and through our vicarious relationship, we shared an equal anxiety.

“Careful, I cannot detect this creature’s intentions.”

I heeded the warning, conceded to its will, but was ready to bolt forward to scale the garden walls and escape if I had to. Of course, I was unsure if I would be able to accomplish such a feat of skill, but if I could give life to flowers I must be capable of other mystifying displays of power. I leered over my shoulder, scanning my periphery for any movement, and the sound came again, rattling from the eastern gash of the garden where a fountain lay dismantled like a pair of bodies collapsed against each other.

I caught the scent of incense and flowers mingling with the ever present discomfort; a most fragrant potpourri brewing on the angry breeze which swept up from behind the fountain, rousing long strands of hair fanning out from behind the mound of rubble. I steered myself on the balls of my feet silent, cautious, turning towards the direction of the flowing hair, clawed fingers bared, my wounded paw still oozing stray droplets onto the dingy, soiled ground, hissing as it touched the filthy surface.

As the blood hit the ground it reacted with the spoiled earth, a mystical catalyst rippling into the dirt. One single droplet spread out like a miniature monsoon absorbed and soaking into the earth all the while rejuvenating its pain to heal. The very dirt under my feet turned from coarse sandpaper to soft silken grass tickling the crooks between my wolfish toes.

I was not alone in my awe.

I looked up from my handiwork and gazed across to the figure creeping out from the hiding place of the crippled fountain. It was a small child, a girl wearing a mask with long ashen brown hair tucked under a felt hood. She crept along the surface on all fours and stared not at me, but at the blooming blades of fresh grass waking up from under the hard crust of the darkened earth. I had thought her to be a Revenant child, but her eyes beaming behind the mask and the aura of glowing silver moths flittering about her told a different story. The child’s eyes were wild and innocent, a luminescent shade that bounced from albino blues to pale greens, and at last earthen browns. They were mystifying and yearning to grasp what was occurring.

Charmed by her gleeful reaction, I clenched my fist and dug my claws deep into my palm gorging in new wounds. I passed my open hand over the ground, spreading my fingers wide and allowed the blood to dribble, raining pearls to sate the parched earth.

The silver moths sauntered towards me, dancing around my hands investigating my work.

I swept my hand across in a swaying motion, flinging the blood to extend the patches of green towards the masked child, who looked on perplexed and mesmerized by the raw soil under her feet coughing up the dormant grass. The grass sprang up like miniature sails swaying in the wind, holding course though the jealous gales that would have liked nothing more than to push them back underground. This was the land’s revolution, no matter how small in scope. The earth was reclaiming some part of its former majesty, defiant to the bitter winds’ contemptuous howls, and restoring what had for so long afflicted the delicate maiden of nature.

If only all that is weathered could be remedied by the shedding of blood.

The thick masses of renewed grass smoothed itself under the guidance of the blood towards the girl, caressing the ends of her nubby fingers. She shrank back startled at first as though the grass was corrosive, but the greenery would not be denied. It skirted along her knees, tickling her senses, and in her amazement she laughed, surrendering herself to this newfound bliss. She flattened her hands against the grass, rolling her fingers through it as though it were manes of hair.

Then her painted face with its eternal smile gazed up at me eyes alight and curious. “You make things new again.” She said in a voice honeyed as a nightingale.

Inside the Craft shifted at this affirmation.

“Who are you?” I asked, holding an authoritative stance.

The girl rose up off the ground, her moths gathering and settling around the edges of her hood glowing brightly as a halo. She plucked a blade of grass and examined it in between her fingers and then drawing back her mask enough for me to see that she in fact had a human mouth, she licked at it, satisfied, and then pressed the blade into her mouth and savored it as though it were made of sugar, before pulling the mask down over her face, hiding her identity once more. Delighted she did a twirl and a little skip in place, before reaching down to grasp at another blade.

She walked towards me after she had swallowed the grass with a soft “mmmm….” smoothing out the wrinkles of a shabby dress falling below her grubby knees. It appeared to be made of strips of old wrinkled parchment and a frayed collection of assorted cloths stitched and held together by what looked like a form of twine. It was awkward and uncomfortable to look at, but she held her back straight and walked unfazed by its dreariness; a back alley princess in a dark kingdom. She held in her hands a tattered flower basket and over her shoulders were a dusty rucksack and a long staff, one end tipped in a curved spade-like blade.

She stepped into plain sight, a thin, pale wispy dryad, with her ever-changing eyes peering beneath her mask in desperate need of kindness. I could see her weathered masquerade mask plain: a dirty, doll-like face, dappled in flecks of dirt, feathery strokes of raspberry and peach colored paint chipped away around the eyes, the jet black harlequin lips askew on account of a few misplaced strokes, but remained forever in a soft, naive smile, and the cheeks dabbed with tiny faded stars. She was endeared to this mask – more than a mask, it was her true reflection.

“Are you him?” Her jubilant voice inquired, ignoring my own question.

“I am me,” I replied.

She skipped past me unafraid, silver wings trailing, crossing to the pillars wrapped in the lush and abundant vines. She giggled under her breath as she reached out to paw at the star-shaped blossoms, and said reassuring herself, “You must be him. The soil is no longer sleeping. Only he can awaken what once was dead.” She clasped a bloom between her hands and inhaled its fragrance, twirling around on the ends of her feet, her laughter filling the air with such joy that the entire city seemed to awaken to the sound and laughed with her.

“Make more! Make more! Please!” She exclaimed as though she were singing, whirling around as the grass continued to expand, covering more and more of the dry garden floor under her feet. “It’s been so long since any have seen such wonderful magic!”

“Hush,” I snapped icily, forgetting myself. It wasn’t that I didn’t want to hear her laugh for it was quite refreshing to hear in retrospect to all madness that preceded her, but I felt certain that her innocent mirth would be a shining beacon guaranteeing the Revenants my location. I couldn’t chance it.

She stopped her happy dance and pushed a finger to her painted smile and “Shhhh….” giggling. The moths swooped down and sat upon her wrist, winged armlets, silver light dimming slightly.

“Who are you? What do you want?”

“Me? No one. Not really anyways. Though seeing you makes me feel special. To think that I would survive Phantom Twilight to glimpse He Who Makes Flowers Grow Again.” She came towards me searching my face as though she’d lost something.

“You were here, in the city? During Phantom Twilight?”

“The others will never believe me,” she said, ignoring me. “Especially Icarus.”

“Icarus? Others?” I asked, searching for other hidden children.

“Yes, others, silly. Did you think you were alone?”

“Those I’ve met so far haven’t been very nice.”

Her voice dropped to a low whisper. “You speak of the cursed ones, the Revenants.”

“Yes.”

“They are the unbelievers,” she said darkly. “They forgot the divine teachings.”

She moved up beside me, searching over her shoulder and shivered for comfort as a chill wind swept through her hair. Without thinking, I drew her in close to me, wrapping an arm around her bony shoulders, giving her refuge from the fears I shared with her.

“They live in the mountains, but some prefer the dark places in the undergrounds. Lately I’ve seen more and more of them in the Omphalos Temple, high upon the shoulders of Wielder’s Watch.” She turned, one arm hugging my waist while the other darted towards the city’s center where the acropolis rested and at its staggering peak, a perfect oval, an egg-like structure twinkling in the glint of the mottled sun.

As mesmerized by its architectural beauty as I was, I did not hesitate to reply, “Then I won’t be going there.”

“I know of safer routes to travel. What is it you seek?”

“Noumena Pandemonium, I think. I’m not really sure.”

She shuddered and pulled away from me, gripping her arms tight across her chest, very frightened, her slim shoulders tensed.

“You seek…The Devourer…”

“I do.”

“But you do not wear the Threads!” She exclaimed much to my surprise.

“I am here to find them. Do you know where they are?”

She shrugged. “I know, but you won’t like it.”

I turned on her, losing my temper and gripped her by her slender arms and shook her. Her rucksack fell loose from her malnourished shoulders, and her fragile painted face appeared to shudder with fright. The moths scattered, hovering at a distance. The girl’s mystifying eyes shifted from the deep brown to a haunting cornflower blue.

“You know! You must tell me!”

She didn’t struggle. “They lay in her hands at the heart of the Temple, upon the Altar of Seals.”

“Who is she?” I stammered, shaking her again, tearing a strip of her dress, my cold, glassy fingers indenting into her flesh.

“The Mistress of Sighs,” she groaned under the pressure of my fingers. “Lamia Thanatas.”

“The Lady of Sores,” I uttered, recalling the name the severed head in the mountain had said during its depraved sermon.

“You know of her then?”

“No, only her name.” I said staring off into the distance, towards the Omphalos Temple.

The girl used my distraction to wriggle out of my clutches, and crept back towards the edge of the reflecting pool, shivering, massaging her shoulders to rub the pain I’d caused away.

“What could she want with the Threads?”

“I mustn’t speak further.” She lowered her tone and turned her back to me. “She might hear me. I must return to my Lady.”

She tried to run past me, but I caught her by the arm and swung her around.

“If you know something, you must help me,” I said, softening my tone. “I beg you. Help me.”

She made to sprint away, but stopped then and turned back to me doe-eyed. She walked to the edge of the swampy pool and bravely dipped the tip of her bare foot into the putrid filth.

“I could think much clearer if I were clean.”

I looked to the dirty water, the rats, the quilt of grass and then back to the pool, understanding what she desired. Once more, I cut a gash into my palm and the white blood bubbled to the surface. I crossed to the side of the pool, knelt down, rolled up the sleeves of my coat, and proceeded to place my open hand into the murky water. The fetid water stung at first, before the healing blood spilt to ease the ache away.

The girl watched me, eyes wide and wanting as saucers and under her breath I heard her breathe out the words on the outside of the pool:

“THOUGH THE DARK IS DEEP I PURIFY WITH WHITE LIGHT…”



The blood pooled out against the stagnant sludge like a polished film on the still surface. The threads of my blood made contact with the dead flowers first, the withered petals breathing again, and then it swarmed into the dead rats upturned like animals caught in a tar pit. The ragged, emaciated bodies began to mend, all decay dispersing in reverse to revitalize the rodents as they had once been. The rats flinched their tiny legs, the ends of their soft, furry noses twitching, whiskers caked in scum. Their eyes, glazed over in death, became clean black orbs that widened, terrified at their predicament and began to scramble, struggling to right their bodies, but the waters had not yet liquefied enough to permit their escape. Even so, the blood was working, but it was not enough.

Realizing this, keeping my hand in the water, I lifted my right and I bore holes through my palm, almost puncturing through the back of my hand to ensure that there would be enough blood to drain. I leaned forward and placed the throbbing hand into the pool. The pool itself began to react. I felt the blood drain from me, but the sensation that followed was like feeling my body divided into dozens of tiny hands reaching to attach myself with the molecules of the water.

Threads of energy flowed from my fingertips to connect to these molecular conduits and I became as the water, flowing, rippling, and cleansing. For as I bathed my hands in the pool, the black blood peeled back like flaps of dead skin, revealing my pale, human hands, the sight of which seemed so alien to me after so long away from their naturalness. The connection was a drawing force, arcane and unlimited. I was a transformer of numinous power, and in this new alchemy I navigated through the course of my veins, I was one with the pool, and my blood spoke to it, asking, no telling it to merge, to move, and to heal.

Soon the water rippled in small waves, and then swelling into greater undulations, wider and wider than the last in similar concentric patterns as the pool itself. The algae in the pool began to dissolve, the movement in the flow allowing the rats to swim towards the edge of the water and heave their drenched bodies over the side, scurrying past myself and the girl who giggled as one ran up to her and nuzzled her feet with its wet whiskers.

The color of the water began to change as well. The shifts were gradual, the milky blood calling out to the deepest parts of the pool and beyond. My connection to the pool guided my empathy below into underground tunnels feeding their ancient channels with my vitality. I could imagine the dark and slimy things with their bodies of tentacle and claw recoiling with disgust from the curative properties, backing into their hollow nooks of gloom and shadow. Before long the green and black stink had lifted and the water was taking on a clearer, cleaner, silvery tone, sparkling purified like some natural spring in a place untouched by the need to destroy.

“It’s beautiful,” the girl exclaimed, hunching forward to gaze into the pool, her reflection showing as through a silver mirror. “More beautiful than before,” she trembled. “You are Him!”

I sank down alongside the blackened stone borders of the pool, the draw on my blood exhausting. I caught my own reflection in the water - my face, a sad face of bruised swollen eyes, cheeks tarnished with soot and blood smeared lips all framed by a wild mane of thick curly hair. I could recognize some part of me behind the heavy gold-flecked eyes, glowing as a wolf’s under moonlight. A glimpse that promised me I wasn’t completely lost and forgotten.

Out of the corner of my eye I watched as the young girl crept up to the pool setting her rucksack and basket down, and began to strip off her flimsy gown. She kept her mask on, which I thought was odd. She slipped out of the brittle garment, fully naked, her thin little body riddled with open angry sores that swelled up her spine and decorated up and down her thighs like stab wounds.

She cast a painted smile at me, her multi-colored eyes sheepish, aware of her nakedness, and stepped into the pool to costume her in its silvery glow. She shuddered from the water’s brisk chill, but as she squatted down into a shallow end, she became ecstatic with pleasure and splashed around her laughter soothing me like the sweetest lullaby. For those few moments she was not hindered by her wounds or by the decay of her homeland, she was bathed in the familiarity of flowers and grass and silver water.

Overcome by weakness, I lifted my heavy anchors for hands out of the pool and nestled myself by the edge in a fetal position. I marveled at my hands, so clean and pristine, and yet no sooner had they been restored to their former humanity, the black blood crept forth to swallow my fingers in shrouded armor. I rested the heavy gauntlets across my chest and stared, dazed, into the damaged skies, giving the girl privacy as she bathed.

I could hear her shuffling about once she had climbed out of the pool, slipping back on her tawdry dress. She wandered over to me and stood over me, water dripping down from her face. She wasn’t wearing her mask, but I couldn’t see her face. The obscure light overhead cast her in shadow so that all but her rainbow eyes could be distinguished. She held the mask in her hand, water running down its molded features, dirt and grime rinsed away so that the mask shone vibrant, though time and wear left it ostensibly tarnished. I reached out and ran my hand against the girl’s ankles, overjoyed that all her wounds were now healed, leaving behind only clean arms and legs of polished alabaster.

Her hair though wet was a plush autumn shade, the dust and tinted sheen cast away and lost in the silvery waves of the water. In her other hand she held out one of two Oneroion blooms and knelt down beside me, offering it to me. I fetched it from her feathery down fingers, gorging myself on their intoxicating nourishment.

“You still have yet to tell me your name.” I said in between a greedy bite.

“I am called Ember, Little Ember. What’s yours?”

“I am called Baphomet. It’s good to meet you, Ember.”

Little Ember claimed one of the flowers for herself and savored its delicious flavors. The juices dribbled down both our chins and she laughed licking the syrupy juice from her fingertips. And as I leaned up on my elbows to finish off the flower, I found that I was laughing too.

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